The Road Never Ends
The 4 year old asked Sensei if a black belt is the highest level of achievement in Aikido. Sensei smiled kindly and replied “there are many levels of black belts but there is no highest level.” The 4 year old looked puzzled and slowly walked off the mat. I sat quietly in Seiza with my eyes closed and smiled.
Two months ago I would have asked the same question. How would I obtain love, happiness, and understanding? When can I achieve success, freedom, and enlightenment? Where does the road end?
Ten years ago I refused to read books without a “proper ending”. I was so attached wanting to know that my hero succeeds and achieves all of his heart’s desire. I was never comfortable with the “road never ends” sort of ending. Even today, people have asked me if my book would have a happy ending. I just smile and say “yes, my book ends with a happy beginning.”
My beginning is “not-knowing”. I would like to know if Warner Brothers will finally publish my song this year. I would want to truly experience “flow” and be Flo this year. Most importantly, I wish I could find out for sure if the object of my affection would share more intimate moments with me this year. I wish to experience my life unfold as I travel on this never ending road.
Thanks for sharing a part of my journey as we travel together. This is the ending and the beginning – the traveler prospers.